Estoria

HEY PEEPS WELL I KNO SO MANY OF MY HOMIES DAT ARE NIGGAS WHO AINT TRUE TO THEIR LADIES AND I KNO HOMIES WHO GET PLAYED FOR FOOLS 

THE SHITY THING IS HAVIN THE DUMB LOOK ON YOUR FACE WHEN YOUR TOLD  SO HERE IS A LIL STIRY TO EITHER HELP U GET THROUGH HAVEN DA LOSS OR TO OPEN UR EYES TO WUT YOU DO

HERE IT GOES

THERES THIS GURL WHO WAS SO YOUNG NO MORE THAN 14 YEARS OLD WHO THOUGHT YOU WERE THE WORLD TO HER

HE WAS HER  FIRST FOR EVERYTHING

SADLY HE WAS HE FIRST AND HER ONLY

HE LIED TO HER WHEN HE SAID SSHE WAS HIS FIRST

LIED WHEN HE SAID HE LOVED HER OVER AND OVER

SHE WOULD CLOSE HER EYES WHEN THEY KISSED

SHE WOULD GET GOOSE BUMPS WHEN THEY TOUCHED

SHE WOULD GET CHILLS WHEN HE LOOKED IN HER EYES

SHE WOULD GET BUTTERFLIES WHEN HE WOULD COME THROUGH TO SEE HER

SHE WOULD GET WEAK KNEES WHEN HEE WOULD HOLD HER HAND

HE FELT IT TO IT WASNT A  LIE

EVERYONE WHO WAS SOMEONE

 COULD SEE THAT HE WAS FALLIN IN LUV WITH HER

HE WAS SCARED THAT HE WAS FALLING IN LUV

SHE WAS TOO YOUNG

HE JUS TURNED 18 HE WAS LEGAL TO DO THINGS SHE COULDNT

HE DRIFTED AND PULLED AWAY

SHE DRIFTED FROM THE WORLD AND TRIED TO PULL HIM NEAR

HE JUS PUSHED HER FARTHER AND FARTHER AWAY

TILL HE FINALLY ENDED IT

HE PUT HIS SILENCE TO REST AND GOT THE BALLS TO TELL HER GOODBYE

HE LOOKED INTO THOSE TEAR FILLED EYES

AND JUST STAYED QUITE HE HAD NUTIN TO SAY HE COULDNT GIVE HER A REASON AS TO WHY HE DIDNT WANT HER

SHE LET THE TEARS STREAM DOWN HER FACE

ALTHOUGH HE COULDNT SEE IT INSIDE SHE WAS DROWNING

YOU WAS SUFFOCATING

AS SHE HEARD THOSE FOUR WORDS " I DONT WANT U"

SHE COULD FEEL THE EARTH MOVE FROM UNDER HER FEET

SHE COULD FEEL THE WALLS OF HER LIFE CAVIN IN SHE DIDNT KNO WHAT TO SAY

SHE DIDNT KNO HOW TO REACT

SHE COULD ONLY MANAGE TO SAY " WHY? WHY NOW?"

HE COULDNT FACE IT

HE COULDNT BARE THE SIGHT HE LEFT HER THERE TO CRY HER WAY HOME LATE AT NIGHT NOT GIVIN A DAMN AS TO WUT WOULD HAPPEN

AS HE DROVE AWAY HE DIDNT CHECK HIS REVIEW MIRROR

{ TWO WEEKS LATER}

HE CANT SLEEP

HE CANT STOP HAVIN HER IN HIS DREAMS

HE CANT STOP HIMSELF FROM FEELIN LIKE SHIT FOR HURTIN HER

HE TOLD HIMSELF HE DID IT FOR HER WELL BEING

BUT EVEN THOUGH HE TRIED TO REASSURE HIMSELF HE STILL COULDN'T CLEAN HIS CONSCIUOS

HIS CONSCIOUS ATE AND PICKED AT HIM TILL HE FINALLY GAVE IN AND SAID "I LOVE HER"

"I NEED HER" 

"I WANT HER TO BE MY GIRL AGAIN"

"I AM IN LOVE IVE BEEN IN LOVE I JUST DIDNT KNO WUT TO DO IT SCARED ME"

HE WAS JUS ABOUT TO GO SEE HER WHEN THERE WAS A KNOCK ON THE DOOR

HIS HEART STOPPED HE FIGURED IT WAS HER HE ORAYED AND HOPED IT WAS HER

INSTEAD IT WAS JUS H.P.D

THEY ASKED IF THEY COULD COME IN

HE SAID YEA AND LET THEM IN HE ASKED WUT THIS WAS ABOUT

THEY SAID IT WAS CONCERNIN A MURDER TWO WEEKS AGO AT WILLOW LAKE PARK

THEY SAID THEY FPUND A BODY OF A YOUNG GIRL THAT HAD A PICTURE OF HIM WITH A LETTER SHE HAD WRIITEN

THEY SAID SHE HAD PLANNED TO JUMP

BUT SOMEBODY BEAT HER TO DEATH TOOK HER MONEY AND LEFT HER THERE TO DIE

HE ASKED DID SHE SUFFER

THEY SAID SIR YES IM SORRY SHE DID

THE LETTER WAS ADRESSED TO YOU SO WE DIDNT OPEN IT

HE HAD HIS HEART IN HIS THROAT

HE TOOK THE NOTE AND READ IT ALOUD

" DEAR BABE,

I DONT KNO WHY OR HOW YOU COULD STOP LOVING ME. HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE WHEN YOU MADE SO MANY PROMISES TO ME. I DONT KNO HOW YOU COULD SEE ME CRY AND STILL LEAVE HERE ALL ALONE. I DONT HATE YOU EVEN AFTER THE MEAN THINGS YOU SAID I STILL LOVE YOU.......

HE STOPPED READING IT AND STARTING CHOKING

GASPING FOR AIR HE COULD FEEL HIS HEART STOPPIN HE FELT THAT HER DEATH WAS HIS FAULT WHY DIDNT HE JUS TAKE HER HOME IT WAS ONLY 7 BLOCKS AWAY

HE FEEL TO THE FLOOR AND THE POLICE LEFT

HE ASKED AS THEY WALKED OUT DO HER PARENTS KNO

THEY RESPONDED "THE FUNERAL IS IN TWO HOURS"

HE SIMPLY SAID "OH"

HE DRESSED IN HER FAVORITE SHIRT THE ONE SHE BOUGHT

HE WAITED TILL EVERYOONE LEFT

HE TOOK THE GUN TO HIS HEAD PULLED THE TRIGGA

WHEN THE FOUND HIM HE HAD A NOTE THAT SAID

" I LOVE HER AND IM SORRY FOR WUT HAS HAPPENED IT IS MY FAULT I WOULD LIKE TO BE BURRIED WITH THE LOVE OF MY LIFE WITHOUT HER I COULDNT BREATHE "

 

SCREAMS

AND YELLS

WAKE UP SWEATIN HE JUS SEEN HIS FATE IN A DREAM

HE IS CRYIN HE CANT STOP

ITS HIS MUTHA FUCKIN CONSCIOUS FUCKIN WIT HIS HEAD

HE HASNT BEEN TRUE TO HER

HE HASNT BEEN FAIR TO HER

SO HE CALLS HER TO SEE IF IT WAS REAL OR JUS A DREAM

SHE ANSWERS AND HE SIGHS A BREATHE OF RELIEF

HE SAYS IM JUS CALLIN TO SAY I LOVE YOU AND BABY DAT IM SORRY FOR WUT IVE DONE TO YOU

HE REALIZES IT IS JUS HER VOICEMAIL HE FEELS SO DUMB...................